week 19

Well week 18 of the pregnancy has come and gone, I cannot believe how fast time flies. Some things I have been feeling is EMOTIONAL! This cracks me up, you would not believe the things I am getting upset over and I get very irritated. But I am hoping that came and went with week 18. This week I am feeling pretty good. I had the craziest dream Tuesday night.

I have been trying to feel the baby move and have been pretty upset that I haven't yet. So in my dream there was my Poppa, GG, Grandma and Josh's Mom. (my GG and Poppa have passed away). So I am laying down and they all are pushing on my stomach because the baby is moving like crazy and they want to feel it. It was so wierd. I woke up thinking WOW. That night before I went to bed I had been going through a lot of family pictures and there were tons of my GG and Poppa. So I am thinking maybe that had something to do with my dream. I miss them so much, not very many people have the opportunity to grow up with their Great Grandparents such a big part of their life.

Then yesterday morning I kept waking up (way too early), and I put my hand on my belly and I think I felt him kick, I don't know if I was imagining things or what but after that I was trying to get him to do it again and well, nothing. Of course.

This week also a new thing is I am feeling very domestic, alls I want to do it Sew, cook, bake, scrapbook, clean, organize. Its crazy! I have been working on a project and I needed to see if they had something at Walmart, so Josh and I went there and well they didn't have it. So I decided to wonder back to the fabric, just to gander, because I have no idea how to make anything out of anything. And they had the cutest fabric for a little blanket. So I bought some, Josh was laughing at me because when the lady asked how much I was like "I don't know" she asked what I was making "a baby blanket of some kind". I told her I didn't know what I was doing I just wanted to fabric. It was really funny.

Yesterday I cooked and baked and cleaned all day, and scrapbooked. It was so much fun to not be rushed and having to run around everywhere.

I am getting more and more excited every week about this baby. I think of all the fun things we are going to do and just wonder what he will look like. Will he inherit the Petroff dark hair and eyes, or the Tucker chubby cheeks. Will he look just like his Dad or his Mom or be a mixture of us both. Its crazy all the things that pop into your head.

Here is the fabric, it is so cute! It has dogs all over it and it will match perfect with about 5 onesies he got from my Grandma. I am going to make just a small recieving type blanket and then also a burp rag. I can't wait. It it so cute!!!